day 3

third day of fasting and im not feeling it yet. i'd been saving up for a spring of spirituality and piety, but nothing's coming. instead, there's talk with rizal of going away for the weekend on his scrambler. and a long weekend roadtrip with the guys to kl. and thought of the wisdom tooth extraction. it's not entirely clear if i should be cultivating myself in the midst of all this mess, or if i should wait for a bit of enlightenment.