leaving everything behind

the full moon comes out tonight on a day when i begin the process of leaving and detachment. i used to be pretty good at this, but the last five years have been about attachment and building bridges, so expect a few missteps.




two weeks ago i quit all my jobs, upped, and headed down under. saying goodbye to gorgeous gavin today, i realise that maybe i dont want to be the leaving, as much as i dislike being left. there's been something like a suspension of disbelief in the past months. it was as if i never had to leave and i'm spending this perfect life in singapore. now there's no denying the change anymore, and i'm starting to hope again for more time. if there's anything the past year should've taught me, it is courage, understanding and love to cope with change, separation and all sorts of other upshetting things. if thats the case, im not off to a good start seeing how much i'm missing Gorgeous Gavin and Beautiful Byron Bay.