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could it be that after having resided so long in the centre of darkness, some are simply averse to the idea of happiness? half way through all this, i wonder whether i am in love with the idea of loving you or do i, well, just love you? but no, i am all for future and forward-looking, all for no more second-guessing ["double-thinking", as weiyang might attest to], and i really do just love. caught in this limbo now, except this time, unlike so many past mistakes, it is not my neuroses at play. how good it feels to be the blameless one, but oh how far away i am from the solution. this is your battle to fight like you say, and you must discover and learn on your own for i cannot teach you what i know. meanwhile, i am free now to wait for you to emerge from your own fog, and lament - such is our cruelty to ourselves, to go so close to the future only to turn and flee the impending unknown. man hands misery to man.
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posted by Anonymous at 8:25 pm
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i loved this part and i read it over and over again and i want you to read it now too: "Everyone is sleeping and we are here, in the sea. That is the fourth world. The fourth world is present and available. It's this close. But it's different. It's passive. We are make the action here. We come and then we create things that will happen. The fourth world is half thought, half actual. It's a staging ground".
-You shall know our velocity, Eggers.D
"we are make the action here"? "eggers.d"? hahaahh
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