i have a story brewing in my head about the man who sells alarm clocks
i'd write it out but it think i'll just put everything off until some doctor diagnoses me with colon cancer
an aspirin a day is what would help
i'm on a really long term course of some drug which i don't know the name of
all i know about it is that i want it and i need it and it makes me feel goood and it costs a bomb but i get subsidy
maybe its because they're afraid i'll just burst into green slime once i hear hear the amount i have to fork out originally

if you're starting to think that this entry is just mindless rambling, don't.
because even if it is, it's important.
[i hate how people have blogs with rambled/spurted/squirted/sprouted/shooted from the mouth/throat/mind/brain/soul/anus of . if you have that please - i cannot emphasise this enough - take it away. you're not giving yourself a good deal with such self-deprecating pseduo-humour. and the reader would think that it's crappier than it already is.]

and those blog-skeptiks/unbelievers who have snide remarks for how blogging is SO out should just bite their tongues and die. i've said it many times and i'll say it again:
alienation.cryforhelp.kindredspirit.
add your own connectives and everything else
it might not be true but that's what i'm buying dammit
[didya know? e hdb block is the perfect icon for alienation.i'll do something with this idea.after the diagnosis]

i actually think "alienation" is hackneyed already.
reminds me of a song which goes something like
"i'm a brit in new york.i'm an alien"

very farcical.
i hate labels now. i will reject labels now.
two-timer drawn to tragedy. nazi. jew. democrat. asian. gay. different. creative. hippy. jane. conservative. straight. sensitive. jerk. black. snag. feminist. patriot. tom. white. e m p t y.

my old sub-shrink just finished her course in the university. so now i can call her dr. shrink. she's gonna be the oldest cow at the convocation
she has a hypothesis that the marginally crazy have lots of hate, the crazy own happiness, and the normal are deluded

i just want to listen to alot of pink floyd and mayday and jamrud. right now.
maybe i don't really have anything to say, but i'll just say this - my father bought a computer for home.