pearls and swine

i have surprised myself the past week because i have been terribly independent. maybe i dont need another person as much as i think i do, after all. but tomorrow's the day i was waiting for a short while back. sat2, a farewell to the good ol' canal route and iylia moves. rhs comes back, meaning not alone anymore. ah who am i kidding, i dont need anyone! not after this week. seriously, i feel omnipotent. confident enough to take on the world even on its own terms. when i talk to rhs i will blame the past month on the a levels. ah who am i kidding, it wasnt the a levels. im so together