this day has been a year in the making. it was the beginning of the end one year ago. and it was an end marked indelibly with what i always end things with. everything gravitated towards that letter that went into the old letterbox in siglap. i left an open end with Sleep!. and it seems that its now closed by the looks of it. it doesnt mean anything really, just that i'm now the only reason why i'm still treading the same circles. no more just in cases. its incredible to find that hating Sleep! hasnt made me less loyal with my routine of treading this circle

probably the only thing that keeps me taut now is being a muslim. ahmad and i agreed on it. i could have been on top of everything

I lay dying
And now I'm pouring
Crimson regret and betrayal

I'm dying praying bleeding screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost
My God My Tourniquet
Return to me salvation

Do you remember me
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Will you forgive me

My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ [haha a little contention here.but i'll just leave it]
Tourniquet My suicide
evanescence :: tourniquet

i first saw this song on dalglish's blog. i believe people have a right to the songs that they first heard. so if you're listening to swing swing by all-american rejects, please dont listen to f4 after that, because it's julienne's. red hot chilli peppers sang give it away now because they felt they had a part to play. i like coldplay's in my place too. trapped is an indie band and their first single is headstrong. before paula abdul gained fame in american idol she sang straight up.the local zircon government pornstar has a nice sang called drop the attitude.and before kylie minogue was sexy, she sang i should be so lucky. and when we were in primary school a local one-hit wonder ger sang my special angel