blue moon

i need to say these to someone now.and it'll be you, the innocent blog passerby.
[i chose an antique chamberpot to repreent my thoughts, julienne chose a pet chicken]
dont pee, dont make featherdusters!

i said i was ready to fall in love again.i said i was just checking if i could fall in love with the same old people again.i just found out that i never ever fell out of the same old people.so there, im taking two steps forward and two steps back, it's tiring, but i see no harm in it.

was chatting with one of the old ladies who are always camped outside the indoor gym.she was telling me how she envied my youth, and how she wanted to play interfacultygames.she said she used to go camping with her friends.she cries occasionally now, for her friends who passed away [she said "go up the mountain"] and for her youth that ran away.she's a gem,they all are.she told me she thinks i'm in a perpetual rush because everytime i go pass indoor gym i'll be running.one day i'll slow down,camp outside indoor gym,talk to them, and listen to all their enchanting stories, instead of just smiling while in a rush.

mr vestie didnt wear his vest today!he was just carrying it around.and there was no suspenders.argh!case reopened!why why why why why?

it's a calculated risk, and i'll take whatever comes with it.

music in my head :: stop crying your heart out :: oasis
this is one of oasis' better songs in quite a long while