- rain from heaven -
i will not be the ungrateful bitch i am
my blog's a happier place than yours cheila

one. god. who loves me.and owns me.and throws happiness at me by the cartloads
two. love. i've drowned in it.honey while it lasts
three. hugs. big hugs.hidden ones in school.the arms of another soul.refuge
four. music. tonic for the consciousness.dreams that don't suck you in
five. poetry. blithe.comforting fluffy clouds that cushion you from within
six. the sea. big and blue.sailing.boardsailing.kayaking.wakeboarding.exhilaration of facing myself
seven. volleyball. i can dig set spike receive.lingering ghosts of a forgotten past
eight. pulau ubin. puaka.cycling.noordin beach
nine. xavier. for the climbing.for the abseiling.for the love of nature
ten. indonesia. binjai.batu lima.holding on to the things we hold so dear
eleven. swans. in botanical gardens.in the sovereign.beauty epitomized
twelve. films. chinese.french.iranian.german.indonesian.musicals.bollywood.thai.swallow me whole!
thirteen. books. neilgaiman. godofsmallthings. lordoftheflies. ahomeattheendoftheworld. davideddings. deadmanwalking. monologues. rulesofattraction. ofhumanbondage.
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fourteen. chocolates. always there for you.
fifteen. cookies. see above
sixteen. icecream. see above
seventeen. caramel. see above
eighteen. chocolate chip cookies mashed into caramel & praline icecream. heaven
nineteen. math. the quintessential guilty pleasure
twenty. teachers. so much more
twentyone. gorgeous people. chicken soup for the shallow soul
twentytwo. cycling. chasing death
twentythree. friends. my cynosure
twentyfour. tv. watching other confused people
twentyfive. the big book cafe. what can i say?come away with me
twentysix. my nokia. human connectivity
twentyseven. bad jokes. ouch
twentyeight. youth. like the sands through an hourglass,so are the days of our lives
twentynine. blogs. windows of sanity.dot.dalglish.julienne
thirty. saint andrew's community hospital. school for the overschooled
thirtyone. the substation. shophouse vs. multimilliongreenhouse.passion vs commercialism
thirtytwo. colours. my heart.my world.my solevival
thirtythree. happy places. fisherman'svillage.changiv.europaseasportsclub.nationallibrary.onefullerton
thirtyfour. banquet. halalfoodcourt.where my wildest dreams realize.pass the charsiew!

and all the little things in life.
like the empty seat on the bus the train that comes on time the easy question the friendly stranger and finding the forgotten song