ennui with a b/ ketidakperdulian

recidivism. treading-my-circle-swimming-in-a-fishbowl. being unable to choose. blah blah blah all my sickening good friends i will hold till i die. sex and drugs and blood. and then more sex and drugs and blood. and oh no. and oh no. and god. and my god. hum hum hum pfaH. and you you you. hum hum hum pfAH

i wish i had been born a girl instead of this mess of a man