to 4A's and infinity and then beyond

accomplishment on a sunday sets your wheel rolling for the week ahead so you never really have to stop, except to shit. infinity and beyond is facing the prospect of having to leave so many things behind - too many things in fact. for the first time next year in 12 years, i wont have an exam birthday so i actually have to start thinking about what i want to do on birthdays. for one last year, i'll just spend my birthday with my papers and an extra year. next year i'll miss the mind-numbing comfort of school uniforms [oh wait, say An-Us] and eastpak schoolbags.

i used to think i'd get over everything/ but everything just got over me

southeast asian history: colonialism